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Sitting here at a library computer I finally decided to do something with my old lovable site.

Right after I wrote my last journal, my girlfriend and I had spent a lot of time together, so much so that we found out that we weren't quite good for each other, let alone the many sleepless nights due to our differences in that alone. We were too different... and I was so unwilling to give up... even when it was the best thing to do. We broke up around August.

I moved on as I always seem to do though, and found a wonderful woman named Devan. Devan was essentially a combination of myself, Thalia, Kimberly, and Ashley in a wonderful rather innocent melting pot. She is such a good person and even though she and I did (kinda) break up, we are the best of friends and see each other every week. I'm kinda done with the chase for now, for there still is potential with her.

As well as one awesome friend named Lizzie. She is even more like me, especially in terms of likes. She is also a little less innocent which works out greatly lol. Whether we are able to work things out or not doesn't matter, because we will remain friends just as I have with Devan.

Thalia was my spark... Kimberly was my flame... Ashley was my rain... Devan was the lightning... and Lizzie was the thunder

I am well, to my friends on here that I have not spoken with in a long time, maybe even forgot about me, I still care, sorry that I'm not there. I have had a pretty bad past 6 months... income decreased dramatically... I lot my internet, cable, car insurance, car insurance again, and currently have a large electric bill, a few more interest building bills, and two debts I owe to friends. I also lost my car two weeks ago, was stranded in the below freezing weather for about two hours trying to fix the car... I couldn't. Still, I have transportation thanks to a friend and shall continue my education as long as I safely can. My arts getting better... did a few self portraits... including one with myself as a samurai that I'm quite proud of.

My usual moving self continues, still haven't visited Tumbler in a while, don't browse Facebook anymore (mostly cause no internet but I have the stupid phone app), stopped playing Fallout, back and forth between Nobunaga's Ambition (as a Samurai named Masato) and Skyrim (as a Nord named Soren) currently. Becoming more social in person too, less afraid of people, more willing to talk to strangers too, even beautiful women I don't know.

Well, it's goodbye for now, maybe I'll be back here Wednesday, maybe things will finally get better. It shall, for if you don't believe it will, it likely won't, and you'll just wallow in your sadness, becoming unrecognizable and broken, as your friends can do nothing to help you, because you don't want any.

God bless

Do what you can, with what you have, where you are - Theodore Roosevelt

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Jeremiah
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Lover of art, music, video games, anime, history, and wonderful television shows.

I believe that Jesus Of Nazareth is the Lord and Savior.

I am a fan of My Little Pony Friendship Is Magic.

I am a romantic at heart.

I don't lie.

I am open about everything.

And if you are always kind to me, I will always be kind to you.
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Sitting here at a library computer I finally decided to do something with my old lovable site.

Right after I wrote my last journal, my girlfriend and I had spent a lot of time together, so much so that we found out that we weren't quite good for each other, let alone the many sleepless nights due to our differences in that alone. We were too different... and I was so unwilling to give up... even when it was the best thing to do. We broke up around August.

I moved on as I always seem to do though, and found a wonderful woman named Devan. Devan was essentially a combination of myself, Thalia, Kimberly, and Ashley in a wonderful rather innocent melting pot. She is such a good person and even though she and I did (kinda) break up, we are the best of friends and see each other every week. I'm kinda done with the chase for now, for there still is potential with her.

As well as one awesome friend named Lizzie. She is even more like me, especially in terms of likes. She is also a little less innocent which works out greatly lol. Whether we are able to work things out or not doesn't matter, because we will remain friends just as I have with Devan.

Thalia was my spark... Kimberly was my flame... Ashley was my rain... Devan was the lightning... and Lizzie was the thunder

I am well, to my friends on here that I have not spoken with in a long time, maybe even forgot about me, I still care, sorry that I'm not there. I have had a pretty bad past 6 months... income decreased dramatically... I lot my internet, cable, car insurance, car insurance again, and currently have a large electric bill, a few more interest building bills, and two debts I owe to friends. I also lost my car two weeks ago, was stranded in the below freezing weather for about two hours trying to fix the car... I couldn't. Still, I have transportation thanks to a friend and shall continue my education as long as I safely can. My arts getting better... did a few self portraits... including one with myself as a samurai that I'm quite proud of.

My usual moving self continues, still haven't visited Tumbler in a while, don't browse Facebook anymore (mostly cause no internet but I have the stupid phone app), stopped playing Fallout, back and forth between Nobunaga's Ambition (as a Samurai named Masato) and Skyrim (as a Nord named Soren) currently. Becoming more social in person too, less afraid of people, more willing to talk to strangers too, even beautiful women I don't know.

Well, it's goodbye for now, maybe I'll be back here Wednesday, maybe things will finally get better. It shall, for if you don't believe it will, it likely won't, and you'll just wallow in your sadness, becoming unrecognizable and broken, as your friends can do nothing to help you, because you don't want any.

God bless

Do what you can, with what you have, where you are - Theodore Roosevelt

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P3r0 Featured By Owner Dec 21, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY. :squee: :hug:
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Hayabusaoffaith Featured By Owner Mar 9, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
THANK THANK THANK YOU. :happybounce: Hug 
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capric0rnus Featured By Owner Jun 25, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
why havent i followed you on my new account yet omg :U
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Hayabusaoffaith Featured By Owner Jul 10, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Idk : D
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SKPQ Featured By Owner Feb 4, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Dawww thx for the :llama: !!
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No problem.
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weissdrum Featured By Owner Dec 21, 2013
Happy B-Day (^^)
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Hayabusaoffaith Featured By Owner Dec 21, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks (; ;)
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Your welcome 8-)
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:)
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