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Sitting here at a library computer I finally decided to do something with my old lovable site.

Right after I wrote my last journal, my girlfriend and I had spent a lot of time together, so much so that we found out that we weren't quite good for each other, let alone the many sleepless nights due to our differences in that alone. We were too different... and I was so unwilling to give up... even when it was the best thing to do. We broke up around August.

I moved on as I always seem to do though, and found a wonderful woman named Devan. Devan was essentially a combination of myself, Thalia, Kimberly, and Ashley in a wonderful rather innocent melting pot. She is such a good person and even though she and I did (kinda) break up, we are the best of friends and see each other every week. I'm kinda done with the chase for now, for there still is potential with her.

As well as one awesome friend named Lizzie. She is even more like me, especially in terms of likes. She is also a little less innocent which works out greatly lol. Whether we are able to work things out or not doesn't matter, because we will remain friends just as I have with Devan.

Thalia was my spark... Kimberly was my flame... Ashley was my rain... Devan was the lightning... and Lizzie was the thunder

I am well, to my friends on here that I have not spoken with in a long time, maybe even forgot about me, I still care, sorry that I'm not there. I have had a pretty bad past 6 months... income decreased dramatically... I lot my internet, cable, car insurance, car insurance again, and currently have a large electric bill, a few more interest building bills, and two debts I owe to friends. I also lost my car two weeks ago, was stranded in the below freezing weather for about two hours trying to fix the car... I couldn't. Still, I have transportation thanks to a friend and shall continue my education as long as I safely can. My arts getting better... did a few self portraits... including one with myself as a samurai that I'm quite proud of.

My usual moving self continues, still haven't visited Tumbler in a while, don't browse Facebook anymore (mostly cause no internet but I have the stupid phone app), stopped playing Fallout, back and forth between Nobunaga's Ambition (as a Samurai named Masato) and Skyrim (as a Nord named Soren) currently. Becoming more social in person too, less afraid of people, more willing to talk to strangers too, even beautiful women I don't know.

Well, it's goodbye for now, maybe I'll be back here Wednesday, maybe things will finally get better. It shall, for if you don't believe it will, it likely won't, and you'll just wallow in your sadness, becoming unrecognizable and broken, as your friends can do nothing to help you, because you don't want any.

God bless

Do what you can, with what you have, where you are - Theodore Roosevelt

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Jeremiah
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Lover of art, music, video games, anime, history, and wonderful television shows.

I believe that Jesus Of Nazareth is the Lord and Savior.

I am a fan of My Little Pony Friendship Is Magic.

I am a romantic at heart.

I don't lie.

I am open about everything.

And if you are always kind to me, I will always be kind to you.
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Sitting here at a library computer I finally decided to do something with my old lovable site.

Right after I wrote my last journal, my girlfriend and I had spent a lot of time together, so much so that we found out that we weren't quite good for each other, let alone the many sleepless nights due to our differences in that alone. We were too different... and I was so unwilling to give up... even when it was the best thing to do. We broke up around August.

I moved on as I always seem to do though, and found a wonderful woman named Devan. Devan was essentially a combination of myself, Thalia, Kimberly, and Ashley in a wonderful rather innocent melting pot. She is such a good person and even though she and I did (kinda) break up, we are the best of friends and see each other every week. I'm kinda done with the chase for now, for there still is potential with her.

As well as one awesome friend named Lizzie. She is even more like me, especially in terms of likes. She is also a little less innocent which works out greatly lol. Whether we are able to work things out or not doesn't matter, because we will remain friends just as I have with Devan.

Thalia was my spark... Kimberly was my flame... Ashley was my rain... Devan was the lightning... and Lizzie was the thunder

I am well, to my friends on here that I have not spoken with in a long time, maybe even forgot about me, I still care, sorry that I'm not there. I have had a pretty bad past 6 months... income decreased dramatically... I lot my internet, cable, car insurance, car insurance again, and currently have a large electric bill, a few more interest building bills, and two debts I owe to friends. I also lost my car two weeks ago, was stranded in the below freezing weather for about two hours trying to fix the car... I couldn't. Still, I have transportation thanks to a friend and shall continue my education as long as I safely can. My arts getting better... did a few self portraits... including one with myself as a samurai that I'm quite proud of.

My usual moving self continues, still haven't visited Tumbler in a while, don't browse Facebook anymore (mostly cause no internet but I have the stupid phone app), stopped playing Fallout, back and forth between Nobunaga's Ambition (as a Samurai named Masato) and Skyrim (as a Nord named Soren) currently. Becoming more social in person too, less afraid of people, more willing to talk to strangers too, even beautiful women I don't know.

Well, it's goodbye for now, maybe I'll be back here Wednesday, maybe things will finally get better. It shall, for if you don't believe it will, it likely won't, and you'll just wallow in your sadness, becoming unrecognizable and broken, as your friends can do nothing to help you, because you don't want any.

God bless

Do what you can, with what you have, where you are - Theodore Roosevelt

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:iconzalaraxium:
Zalaraxium Featured By Owner Sep 28, 2015
Hey, dude it has been a while, what's up?
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Hayabusaoffaith Featured By Owner Sep 28, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
hey Zal, besides allergies and a new game not much has changed, i got skype every Monday and Wednesday for a time too at college, hope youve been doing well
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Zalaraxium Featured By Owner Sep 28, 2015
ah ok, and that is cool we can talk and maybe rp on monday and wednesday, I sent you a contact request on Skype, using an alternate account name with my alias.
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Hayabusaoffaith Featured By Owner Sep 28, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
It is at college, but if I'm able and willing it shouldnt be a problem
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Zalaraxium Featured By Owner Sep 28, 2015
But anyway, I was wondering if you wanted to do a MLP RP, as I need something to take my mind off things.
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Demibowties Featured By Owner Jul 8, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
You seem like a cool guy. owo
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Hayabusaoffaith Featured By Owner Sep 23, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
you seem cool too ^w^
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:iconposhpete117:
PoshPete117 Featured By Owner May 9, 2015
Hello hello?

I know we used to talk, but its been so so long since, how are you?
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Hayabusaoffaith Featured By Owner Sep 23, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
ups and downs, allergies are killing me tho :(
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:iconposhpete117:
PoshPete117 Featured By Owner Sep 24, 2015
Awww no!
Well, good to hear from you ^^

In your note you mentioned college, that's cool!
What you studying?
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